We all knew the extent of Walter’s issue. He drank too much
on his own, never had a bottle he couldn’t empty or bother to share.
It made him weak and this was not the type of neighbourhood
to show weakness in. Not back then, now they got those fancy coffee shops and
apartments no one can afford, back then packs ran the street, Wolves
of men looking for breakable things.
He drove a brown Toyota pickup truck everywhere, crashed it
more than once. It had a dent on the left bumper, one of the fenders was almost
obliterated and he had this long rusted gash on the other side where he hit a
gate post and kept going. That thing was as battered as him.
He passed out in it one time, in front of my house on Jamaica avenue, I took the twenty from his wallet and hit him in the head with it...because fuck him he was an asshole too that's why. He was so drunk he never even flinched.
A week later my cousin tried to sell me Walt’s tape deck
radio. I told him I didn’t want it cause he left the bracket behind and it
wouldn’t work, he sold it to some guy for parts.
He didn't know this; Walter, he was always looking for
the dark bus out of here, the one to the next place that runs on the hope for
something better. And when he finally caught it, it was from multiple organ failure most likely caused by tainted booze. I know where he got it from too.
There was a still up in the township next to our
neighbourhood selling home-brew by the litre but you had to bring your own
Jug. And the guy selling it would soon as take your shoes as your cash for
payment. It was cheap but it got you fucked up.
Walter parked up by the rail tracks and sat down on a nearby
storm drain to watch the sunset while he drank. I guess he just blacked out,
slipped away.
Poor Walter,guess he just didn't have the strength to say enough is enough, there is a little bit of Walter in some of us
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