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"Life is supposed to be difficult," he said taking a long swig for his ornate hip flask, "It’s the struggle against the infinite violence of a universe.” I smiled, perhaps he was right or perhaps he was just an asshole making it up as he went along, but the gravity of his remark struck me unexpectedly. The default to life was indeed struggle, for all life not just intelligent life; why would I be exempt. I didn’t care for the man and his insidious gloat of pomposity. Nothing is absolute, nothing certain, which makes the possibilities boundless. The joy of life is making it from one moment to the next through adversity and earning the things the things people say about you when you arrive at your freshly dug grave carried by those you hold dearest.

Wednesday, 13 January 2016

November Girl

If her feet touched the ground she was still floating.

Her black hair battering the edges of her sculpted face, dark waves against marble in the wind.

I said hello, she told me she was trying to stop smoking and that green was her favourite colour.  

She asked me who I was and I said I would be her flower; I would be her sunshine and her happiness; I was no one until I saw her.

I told her I met an angel and she laughed, I smiled, found joy in her happiness.

I told her the streets were hard and she said she was cold so I gave her myself to keep warm but she refused to return the favour.

The sadness it brought me went unchallenged, unresolved. And on clear November nights I howl at the moon because I see her face and star-lit clips in her liquid black hair and I feel the cold she left me in.

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