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"Life is supposed to be difficult," he said taking a long swig for his ornate hip flask, "It’s the struggle against the infinite violence of a universe.” I smiled, perhaps he was right or perhaps he was just an asshole making it up as he went along, but the gravity of his remark struck me unexpectedly. The default to life was indeed struggle, for all life not just intelligent life; why would I be exempt. I didn’t care for the man and his insidious gloat of pomposity. Nothing is absolute, nothing certain, which makes the possibilities boundless. The joy of life is making it from one moment to the next through adversity and earning the things the things people say about you when you arrive at your freshly dug grave carried by those you hold dearest.

Monday, 1 September 2014

A Life In Famous Colours

Miranda bursts through the double doors, Glock 9 mm in one hand, money-bag in the other. I hear her laughing wildly behind the rubber ape-face mask as she charges across the forecourt to where I'm parked just beyond the pumps, engine running.

She throws herself into the back seat and rips away the face. Her dazzling blue eyes look feral and meet my concerned glare, her red lips part in a grin of pure wild spirit, blonde hair flowing like forest fire, suddenly I'm in love.

“Where the fuck is he?” I shout, dragged from my delirium by a wave of steadily pumping adrenaline.

He retreats out of the kiosk, Remington pump action at the hip; he shouts some unheard instructions to the terrified occupants and turns to leave. Relief washes over me.

A single shot from inside smashes through the glass. Albert is lifted off his feet and twists horribly in mid-flight, crashing heavily to the tar. Blood showers the sunlit morning.

The shock in the boosted 1967 Chevy Nova is palpable, Miranda screams, I scream before I can stop myself.

Albert picks himself up and staggers woefully in our general direction, a shadowy figure in a black hooded sweatshirt pushes the doors open and melts into the sun light.

The stranger lifts the barrel of a Desert Eagle with both hands, I catch a glimpse of tiger-eye gold ring on his little finger, and pulls the trigger.

The cannon cracks the day and eviscerates Albert’s head in a shower of blood scull and latex, his lifeless body is thrown like a rag and slams against the rear wheel of the Chevy.

He fires a third shot which clangs into the side of the car rocking it with great force.

I ram the gas and the beast’s engine responds with a roar and a squeal of rubber on the slick surface breathing smoke into the air.

The Chevy kicks right and slides into traffic there’s a crunch of metal as progress is halted by an unfortunate station wagon. I see the driver; his face is drowned in fear and confusion.

For a second everything stops, I hear my racing heart beat, feel the leather between my fingers the smoke in my lungs, for a second I live.

“Drive!” she screams through a veil of tears. I hit the hammer; this time the Beast’s traction is true.

I see the stranger in mirror; he points his cannon then thinks better of it as he fades into the distance.  

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